Physics

I'm not going to tell you that I like physics.
Because I don't.
I actually don't like science that much.
because I don't let myself like it.
I get frusturated
I get lazy
And sometimes.
I give up
I hate giving up
And i don't want to give up anymore
When I do work hard
i do well
Which makes sense
Because working and earning go hand in hand
but then there's that second guessing
That voice in your head saying,
"Is this the right decision?"
I'm a free spirit
But sometimes I feel a bit constrained
as I search for identity
i struggle to understand the cards I've been dealt
Why I'm here and not there
The what if's
The should haves
The could haves
But the time is now
And since i'm done giving up
I'll be content with the fact
that this path
will lead me somewhere
no matter what.